empty......
Do you ever just wake up and feel dead? I do some days....its weird because I don't know why. My mind has but just wandering these past couple days with thoughts of the future and what hell I am gonna do. The pasy few days I have just walked around with my head in the clouds pondering every avenue of my life. I think I need to take a sledge hammer to parts of it and start fresh. I seem to be meandering aimlessly through my life and I should be living it to the fullest. I have been hiding my life and myself way too long. An overdue change is needed. Need some newness.....::sigh::