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im so sick of trying.
im so sick of hurting.
i dont even think i can do it anymore.
i've never felt so depressed or alone.
no im not writing a fucking song.
im in a rut.
i cant get happy.
like ALL the things in my life are just crumbling around me.
my family.
the person i love most.
my friendships.
my confidence.
i cant even look in the mirror anymore.
i feel really...ugh i dont even know.
alone.
almost scared.
it's almost funny, im mostly sad because of him.
it's also a bit ironic that the ones you love most, hurt you the most.
which i feel.
hurt.
confused.
hurt..?
ugh.
im out.later.
im so sick of hurting.
i dont even think i can do it anymore.
i've never felt so depressed or alone.
no im not writing a fucking song.
im in a rut.
i cant get happy.
like ALL the things in my life are just crumbling around me.
my family.
the person i love most.
my friendships.
my confidence.
i cant even look in the mirror anymore.
i feel really...ugh i dont even know.
alone.
almost scared.
it's almost funny, im mostly sad because of him.
it's also a bit ironic that the ones you love most, hurt you the most.
which i feel.
hurt.
confused.
hurt..?
ugh.
im out.later.