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so it's almost midnight and i cant stop thinking about him. everything reminds me of him. everything. like it's so insane. ugh. well caitlin came over today and chris and matt showed up so we all played in the rain and jumped into the community pool with all our clothes on. well except chris. he cant go 20 minutes without getting naked. it's kinda insane. i love them so much they're so awsome. like they both piss me off to an extent but i love them so much. me and caitlin and matt and chris are gonna do the same thing this summer when those hurricanes come. fun stuff, im aware. so me and caitlin decided to go on a diet but i blew it like 30 minutes ago cuz my irish grandparents came with fruity malt loaf and chocolate. oh yeah. im definatly running alot tomarrow. god i cant stop thinking about him. it's killing me, im just so eager to hold him and tell him how much i love him face to face.well im out. later.