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i love gin blossoms and now i am going to pretend like i didn't act like a big idiot tonight. i think i'm about to start my period if maybe that makes a difference. i should have been more understanding. i imagined me being more understanding. i thought i saw you drive back to nutz's house...was it you?
i'm off work tomorrow and sunday. i am busy though, tomorrow sometime. i think i am spending time with my sister.
monday. i get out of school at 12, and go into work at 5. maybe for a couple hours we can just sleep.
i'm sorry i was so emotional tonight. to be honest...i dind't feel good either, but instead of not wanting to be around you, i wanted to be around you a billion times more. you always make me feel better when i don't feel good...a well, it turned out to be the opposite for you. i thought maybe the longer you stayed with me the more it would make you want to stay. i shoudln't have tried...i should have let you go. i can say i've made that mistake more than once.
call me. when the time comes around that maybe it's the right day.
gim blossoms. <3
i fucking hate love songs.
i'm off work tomorrow and sunday. i am busy though, tomorrow sometime. i think i am spending time with my sister.
monday. i get out of school at 12, and go into work at 5. maybe for a couple hours we can just sleep.
i'm sorry i was so emotional tonight. to be honest...i dind't feel good either, but instead of not wanting to be around you, i wanted to be around you a billion times more. you always make me feel better when i don't feel good...a well, it turned out to be the opposite for you. i thought maybe the longer you stayed with me the more it would make you want to stay. i shoudln't have tried...i should have let you go. i can say i've made that mistake more than once.
call me. when the time comes around that maybe it's the right day.
gim blossoms. <3
i fucking hate love songs.