[[[[[bring it on]]]]]]
woo woot. man. i feel like braking into song this lovely wed morning. except that i realized i have to go to work in three hours and stay there til 8 tonight. man thats a good mood breaker right there. oh well.
i work all the time now. i told tara i had no social life anymore and just to work me as much as possible until school starts so that should bring in some decent money. although she hired someone this week, actually not hired, but re-brought back. and i only have 35 hours. but i work 6 days so it seems like more i suppose.
bah im kind of tired. good lord its like 730 in the morning. oh well, thats actually a good thing. once school starts i can have my sleep schedule perfect. its not bad anyways although sometimes id like to stay in bed all day long forever. i thought about taking saturdays off from work because, wellll, because i want a day of rest, but i know that would turn into a day of going out and it would be pointless to have it off. so maybe every other saturday off. yes, that works i suppose. i'm actually going to look for a new job so i guess that is a good thing. i really plan on finding one although it doesnt seem like it really. i have just been working so much i dont have time to find one. it;s like...death. ew.
anyways. washing my work clothes. calling the bank doing a bunch of stupid things. woo! so it turns out i cant transfer funds from my savings to my checking because im not the primary on my savings account. but, my mom was the primary when i was like in tenth grade but they said as soon as i turned 18, that i will bcome the primary. shows how stupid the system is once again. psh. whatever...i dont like paying 3$ a month for a savings account i cant access anyways. @#%@^#$5 what the hell? oh well, stupid bank. point being is i have the money for college...just not where its suppose to be. fucking hell. oh well. i get paid monday and ASAP im going to buy my books and then the next week buy more books. and more than likely i will be set for college. YES. i rock.
anyways. so i might be going to see cats in september. for my sister of course. i think it would be fun! call me if you wanna go. also minus the bear sept 30th. im calling to reserve tickets so just lend me your calls and your money and i'll take care of ya. i know me is going that is all. mwuhahaha. i dont care if i go ALONE. wait i think beth is coming. beth i love yooouu!!!
[[FYI]] im happy. really actually happy. not fake happy or pretending to be happy. im really truly accepted my life and i am happy now. im going to go to school. and i have a job and a running car [dont jynx me] and im very very lucky. im blessed with many things that God gave me. and i dont have matt? so what. i didnt have matt for a long time before i realized i didnt have him.
everything is going my way. and im in love with life. lauren butler. you better call me you stupid ho. and stevie. and daniel. and everyone i dont talk to anymore. bastards. all bastards.
i work all the time now. i told tara i had no social life anymore and just to work me as much as possible until school starts so that should bring in some decent money. although she hired someone this week, actually not hired, but re-brought back. and i only have 35 hours. but i work 6 days so it seems like more i suppose.
bah im kind of tired. good lord its like 730 in the morning. oh well, thats actually a good thing. once school starts i can have my sleep schedule perfect. its not bad anyways although sometimes id like to stay in bed all day long forever. i thought about taking saturdays off from work because, wellll, because i want a day of rest, but i know that would turn into a day of going out and it would be pointless to have it off. so maybe every other saturday off. yes, that works i suppose. i'm actually going to look for a new job so i guess that is a good thing. i really plan on finding one although it doesnt seem like it really. i have just been working so much i dont have time to find one. it;s like...death. ew.
anyways. washing my work clothes. calling the bank doing a bunch of stupid things. woo! so it turns out i cant transfer funds from my savings to my checking because im not the primary on my savings account. but, my mom was the primary when i was like in tenth grade but they said as soon as i turned 18, that i will bcome the primary. shows how stupid the system is once again. psh. whatever...i dont like paying 3$ a month for a savings account i cant access anyways. @#%@^#$5 what the hell? oh well, stupid bank. point being is i have the money for college...just not where its suppose to be. fucking hell. oh well. i get paid monday and ASAP im going to buy my books and then the next week buy more books. and more than likely i will be set for college. YES. i rock.
anyways. so i might be going to see cats in september. for my sister of course. i think it would be fun! call me if you wanna go. also minus the bear sept 30th. im calling to reserve tickets so just lend me your calls and your money and i'll take care of ya. i know me is going that is all. mwuhahaha. i dont care if i go ALONE. wait i think beth is coming. beth i love yooouu!!!
[[FYI]] im happy. really actually happy. not fake happy or pretending to be happy. im really truly accepted my life and i am happy now. im going to go to school. and i have a job and a running car [dont jynx me] and im very very lucky. im blessed with many things that God gave me. and i dont have matt? so what. i didnt have matt for a long time before i realized i didnt have him.
everything is going my way. and im in love with life. lauren butler. you better call me you stupid ho. and stevie. and daniel. and everyone i dont talk to anymore. bastards. all bastards.