May 29, 2007 11:44
my biffle/closest friend in southern california besides tyler.... doesnt give a fuck about anyone or anything. or at least thats what vibe im getting now. she cares about herself and thats it. and i hate to say it, but she hasnt shown me anything to prove me wrong.
i tell her my grandpa died, and she immediately starts to talk about herself, as if it didnt matter. as if i wasnt crying and trying to reach out to her cause i needed her support.
she creates all her problems that she complains about, so i have no sympathy for her. and thats what she wants from everyone.
and the one time, i need some sympathy, she talks about herself...
thats what i dont understand about her, how selfish she can be. im there for her always, even if i dont agree with the situation, im there for her. and i dont ask for anything from her. but i deff expected her to be my friend when i come to tell her that someone i love has just passed. like, i need her reassurance that everything was going to be ok, and that she was there for me. but she isnt there for me, even if she thinks she is. she isnt, that was her chance to tell me that she cared. and she blew it. and it wasnt like i was expecting her to hurry over to my house and hug me or whatever, i wanted a simple, im so sorry to hear for your loss. im here for you. how fucking simple is that???
my friends that live in south florida are supporting me more than she is, and shes right here.
and i want to say something to her so badly, but she doesnt ever listen. so its pointless. just more drama she can go talk about.
she needs to pull her head out of her ass, and get with the fucking program.