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i wish i would change myself. the last like 3 months ive been fucking nuts. extremely emotional. fighting with my bf and my brother constantly. and like, my boyfriend never changes his mind about me. and i keep thinking i need to fucking realize that these people stick by my side 100% and im a fucking bitch to them. over something small.
and like. i'm getting fat. this diet has changed my metabolism sooo much. i used to eat whatever i wanted and didnt change very much, but i knew it wasnt healthy for me. so i changed eatting like that.
and now, im fat. my boobs are a lot bigger and my stomach is like fucking ridiculous. and i have an ass now.... since when do i ever have that?! which i dont mind, ;) but i hate my stomach.
someone needs to fucking SLAP ME and tell me im getting fat. but no one will tell me that, "cuz im not fat". i am. and im so lazy that i cant do it for myself... :(
and like. i'm getting fat. this diet has changed my metabolism sooo much. i used to eat whatever i wanted and didnt change very much, but i knew it wasnt healthy for me. so i changed eatting like that.
and now, im fat. my boobs are a lot bigger and my stomach is like fucking ridiculous. and i have an ass now.... since when do i ever have that?! which i dont mind, ;) but i hate my stomach.
someone needs to fucking SLAP ME and tell me im getting fat. but no one will tell me that, "cuz im not fat". i am. and im so lazy that i cant do it for myself... :(