Sep 23, 2006 21:17
ok. so not the best week id have to say.
lets start with...
my dog mae... she's 12 years old.
which most german shepherds life span is from 10yrs to 13 yrs. so shes getting really close.
any way.
she hasnt been eatting well lately, so she is really skinny. and ontop of that she has tapeworms. the other day she was walking towards me and started to limp
she has never limped...and thats a bad sign...
after she limped, she fell. i started crying right there. it was so sad. shes done that 3 times now. and its really scaring me. i dont want to lose my puppy. :(
so dad i went to petsmart and bought tapeworm meds. and put them in a del taco cheese burger. she ate it, and was drugged out for 2 days straight.
so im really trippy out on her dying.
--not only am i dealing with my dogs health, i get a fucking stomach flu out of nowhere. and puked literally 12 different times. i puked all over dads bathroom, i felt horrible.
now. the worst part!!!
my stupid fucking aunt writes a suicide note and withdrawls $10,000 out of her bank and puts it in her glove box. they put out a suicide watch for her, found her drunk ass in a bar. they put her in 72 hour lock down and put her kid in foster care.
im so fucking upset. how could she do this!?!
my dad and i were crying all last night. freaking out. and there is so much more to tell but it makes me really pissed and i start to cry.
i feel so horrible for my cousin, shes 13. she doesnt deserve this shit.
i cant even talk about this