Do I make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life?
My tic-tacs wont stick in pairs on the side of the box... this upsets me more than it really should.
I think I might be heart-broken, but I cant tell. This leads me to assume that I am not actually heart-broken but merely feeling incredibly sorry for myself. Anyway, I don't fall in love so I think it goes against my principles to be heart-broken. Despite this I can't seem to stop listening to cliche depressing songs, which is kind of ridiculous. It's so strange that when your depressed you don't want to do anything that would make you feel better, you just do things that make you feel worse and that makes you feel better. Whoa look who can't form proper sentences.
Anyway, I've honestly wasted a ridiculous amount of hurt on this boy so I need to do something to pull myself out of this funk. I've tried going out, getting absolutely obliterated and hooking up with boys but after a while it just ended in me bringing the guy I was trying to forget home... again, which in turn rehashed all the same wounds and we had to play out our whole drama again... and it hurts more than it did the first time.
I don't know what to do and I'm so stressed because I have this research proposal due on tuesday and a neuroanatomy assessment on monday and I just can't focus on anything! Thank god my parents are coming to visit this weekend, I need some moral support... and some new bras, and our flat hasn't had fruit or vegs in ages...
Can't wait for Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist, but I can't help thinking that it's going to be such a let down, I mean it's PG-13.
I only blog to complain, I suck.
I think I might be heart-broken, but I cant tell. This leads me to assume that I am not actually heart-broken but merely feeling incredibly sorry for myself. Anyway, I don't fall in love so I think it goes against my principles to be heart-broken. Despite this I can't seem to stop listening to cliche depressing songs, which is kind of ridiculous. It's so strange that when your depressed you don't want to do anything that would make you feel better, you just do things that make you feel worse and that makes you feel better. Whoa look who can't form proper sentences.
Anyway, I've honestly wasted a ridiculous amount of hurt on this boy so I need to do something to pull myself out of this funk. I've tried going out, getting absolutely obliterated and hooking up with boys but after a while it just ended in me bringing the guy I was trying to forget home... again, which in turn rehashed all the same wounds and we had to play out our whole drama again... and it hurts more than it did the first time.
I don't know what to do and I'm so stressed because I have this research proposal due on tuesday and a neuroanatomy assessment on monday and I just can't focus on anything! Thank god my parents are coming to visit this weekend, I need some moral support... and some new bras, and our flat hasn't had fruit or vegs in ages...
Can't wait for Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist, but I can't help thinking that it's going to be such a let down, I mean it's PG-13.
I only blog to complain, I suck.