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i felt like a mountain climber with a broken flipflop. we climbed for the sake of climbing, not for glory. just to say we did it.
i felt like adam in the backseat. you were john. and we sang and danced and sang louder.
i felt like an asshole for being drunk and trying to help.
i felt stupid because i realised how much i say 'so much'.
i didn't feel like a 'fascinating fifteen year-old', but she said i was, so i felt like one.
then she left, after keeping me company for two days and it was bad.
i felt like someone who can't cry because their body doesn't make tears.
i felt like adam in the backseat. you were john. and we sang and danced and sang louder.
i felt like an asshole for being drunk and trying to help.
i felt stupid because i realised how much i say 'so much'.
i didn't feel like a 'fascinating fifteen year-old', but she said i was, so i felt like one.
then she left, after keeping me company for two days and it was bad.
i felt like someone who can't cry because their body doesn't make tears.