i remmeber
i remmeber when i used to be all soo happy idk life is weird like every1 is changing and girls yo for real girls fuck with my head a lot of these ludlow girls lately are playing me like im the fucking new game for xbox its not even funny this shit sucksssss.... school is good but like idk a lot of people dont like me i can tell and every1 is changing i dont see ne1 as much and the people i do see dont even really care about me .. ahhhh !! idk im so confused me and amber fight to much i feel like shit all the time caz well be fighting and ill say sumthin that really hurts her and idk im happy for her and coyle hes a great kid and he like loves her as much as she loves him idk ... so yeh a shot at glory is changing our style a lil bit to more like emoish but its still good i like it and its fun hands x in needs to practice for the show at the fat cat were the only hardcore band playing haha its gonna suck wicked bad no1s gonna like us but w/e as long as im up there im happy and i guess like my grandparents are all getting sick too .. half of em have parkisons it really sucks i know im complaining but this lj thing really helps me think idk im wicked pissed ever since mats moved to monson i dont see him and i miss that kid ... petes in wms so i dont see him roger is always on the opposite side of the school from me and idk were all just breaking apart it really sucks and i real am kinda sad idk .. i just dont know wat to do anymore if u have ne ideas on how i should handle this shit hit up the comments and im not trying to coomplain im just gettin shit out