sometimes you just want to rip off someone's face
So I recently realized that I've hit a rough patch. It sucks, I'm not happy, I've been in a pretty bad mood, but I know it won't last forever. Until things get resolved with Matt and Adam and Leah and I can hang out with my friends, I probably won't be talkative giggly Annie.
I stayed up last night until 2:30, first watching Buffy (Matt got me Season 6 on DVD, yay!), and then I went online. I tried to talk to Megan, but she was busy talking to a friend, so I talked to E instead. I never realized before him just how funny suicide could be. He's hilarious, he made me laugh like I hadn't laughed since.... a few hours earlier when I read something Joe wrote about fat people in his Xanga. Stand up comedians can make even suicide hilarious. But anyway, it was great talking to E. I'd really love to hang out with him and Megqan sometime, I'd like to see Joey and Laurel's play with them, possibly. I just have to say, they're a very hot couple. Probably rivaling Joe and David for the hottest couple I know award.
I also need to talk to Christyna. Mrs. Stewart said she was really upset and crying earlier today, so I'll give her a call later and see if she wants to do something this weekend.
Oh yeah, I felt better after psychology this morning when Psycho gave me a Tarot card reading while we were playing Jeopardy review. It basically told me not to worry, things will be resolved.
I felt a little worse when I went into ECD and we had that nosy black woman with the ludicrously big ass and hips as our substitute. We've had her before, I can't stand her. I tried to skip that class but the computers weren't working, and what's the point of skipping class without livejournal? I hate that class so much because we don't do anything, so the girls mostly just talk, but there's no one for me to talk to. I sit across from Christine Buschler and Lauren Derby, two complete bitches. I tried to like them, especially since Christine is a friend of Jenni's. She ignored me through most of the year, but I thought after Jenni formally introduced us she'd be nicer. And in all fairness to Christine, she was never actually mean. She just totally ignores me. I'll try to start a conversation with the two of them, they'll give me two seconds worth of attention, then go back to each other. Arg, it's so rude! I know for a fact that neither of them has ever asked me how I am, even when I've gone to class on the verge of tears, when I ask them how they are all the time. I hate people like that.
I also hate that Leah isn't accepting my apology. But once again, if she wants to throw away our friendship over something so stupid, which I apologized for, then...
No. I can't pretend not to care, because I care too much. I love her and Adam too much and I don't want to lose what we have.
Katie and I think Matt has mono. I really hope he doesn't. I want to know how he's doing but I can't call because I don't want to wake him up. I hope he feels better.
I stayed up last night until 2:30, first watching Buffy (Matt got me Season 6 on DVD, yay!), and then I went online. I tried to talk to Megan, but she was busy talking to a friend, so I talked to E instead. I never realized before him just how funny suicide could be. He's hilarious, he made me laugh like I hadn't laughed since.... a few hours earlier when I read something Joe wrote about fat people in his Xanga. Stand up comedians can make even suicide hilarious. But anyway, it was great talking to E. I'd really love to hang out with him and Megqan sometime, I'd like to see Joey and Laurel's play with them, possibly. I just have to say, they're a very hot couple. Probably rivaling Joe and David for the hottest couple I know award.
I also need to talk to Christyna. Mrs. Stewart said she was really upset and crying earlier today, so I'll give her a call later and see if she wants to do something this weekend.
Oh yeah, I felt better after psychology this morning when Psycho gave me a Tarot card reading while we were playing Jeopardy review. It basically told me not to worry, things will be resolved.
I felt a little worse when I went into ECD and we had that nosy black woman with the ludicrously big ass and hips as our substitute. We've had her before, I can't stand her. I tried to skip that class but the computers weren't working, and what's the point of skipping class without livejournal? I hate that class so much because we don't do anything, so the girls mostly just talk, but there's no one for me to talk to. I sit across from Christine Buschler and Lauren Derby, two complete bitches. I tried to like them, especially since Christine is a friend of Jenni's. She ignored me through most of the year, but I thought after Jenni formally introduced us she'd be nicer. And in all fairness to Christine, she was never actually mean. She just totally ignores me. I'll try to start a conversation with the two of them, they'll give me two seconds worth of attention, then go back to each other. Arg, it's so rude! I know for a fact that neither of them has ever asked me how I am, even when I've gone to class on the verge of tears, when I ask them how they are all the time. I hate people like that.
I also hate that Leah isn't accepting my apology. But once again, if she wants to throw away our friendship over something so stupid, which I apologized for, then...
No. I can't pretend not to care, because I care too much. I love her and Adam too much and I don't want to lose what we have.
Katie and I think Matt has mono. I really hope he doesn't. I want to know how he's doing but I can't call because I don't want to wake him up. I hope he feels better.