Rainbow smiles...NOT
So i'm sitting here on this rainy day...and as i sit here and think, i come to accept the fact that people cant handle the truth. truth hurts. truth sucks. and is many times unbearable for weak people. so in order to keep everyone jolly we all put on an act. a big front. everyone is a big faker. in one way or another. yes it is true about everyone. about everything. but what more can i say without looking like a hypocrit.....wait i dont care if i look like a hypocrit. if you wanna classify me as that then go ahead. if that helps you sleep better at night then do it. because we all will. judge, hate, love, pretend, act... arent we all a bunch of really good acters? why is everyone afraid of not being liked? cant you be happy with yourself? because thats the big thing. what people think of you and who likes you. isnt that what makes you popular? isnt that what everyone wants to be? so the lengths we go to in order to meet those standards of being perfect. or to seem as though you are perfect... cause nobody is. it doesnt matter what you think of yourself does it? if you love yourself it wont make a bit of difference. but what everyone else thinks does. wow. it really sucks to live in world like this. but again what can you do about it. yeah, you could do drugs and forget about it but only for it to return. so it doesnt matter. the ignorant people of the world are still just gonna look at things the way they see them, not the way they actually are. And they will continue to pretend that it's okay when it's not! so live in your FANTASY world. stay there.. dont come out. and thats how you will live and love in this world of dishonesty.
but thats how we live day to day. and thats how life is gonna be until its over. So still the question stands. what are we gonna do...?
well itz true....everyone in the world are just a bunch of fakers...putting up a front so that no one can see inside them and discover their weaknesses, take them for who they really are because what if the person they really are isn't what everyone else wants them to be and what if they aren't accepted? Well now I pose the question, would that really be SOO horrible? There's nothing like being alone in the world but is that REALLY worse than being surrounded by fakers who are being mislead by your falsehood of perfection and don't even really know you? Who knows....this world does suck, its pretty sad when there are so many things expected from you that you can't just be your self and go running through the mall pretending to be cowboys and indians or something without people thinking you are utterly insane...lol Well I dunno but I myself have decided not to hold it in...if people think I'm friggin crazy and are okay with it and want to be my friend anyways, then cool but if they have a problem with it then wutz the point...why try to please them? are they really that special?...of course not! All those people who think that they are UBER hard core and can just go around judging everyone like their opinion matters, well basically i'm tired of seeing them get to people. But they always will, nothing will ever change that. People can try to be as individual as they want but until the end of time there will still be the people who just love to make other people feel inferior. i'm over it. So people, don't try to make me feel like shit anymore b/c i could probably point out a million things wrong with you too and where the fuck would that get us? NO where. Get over yourselves people, you're not all the shit, you're HUMAN...you're just like everyone else. After writing all of this and letting my thoughts about this manifest and grow...the lesson i learn from it is the most simple of solutions, and it applies to everyone whether you are the vain antagonizer, the careless individual, or the self-concious trend-follower, who ever you are, the only thing you really need to take from this is...
get over it. Nothing anyone could ever say about you matters. So shut the fuck up and be yourselves for once.
"everyone's so full of shit...born and raised by hypocrites..." -Green Day
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