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i was reading jamies livejournal today, and it made me think about what i want outta life. i mean yea, im GOING to live up my dream of becoming a phyiscal therapisy.. but im starting to think about athelet training also. how cool would that be.. having fun, while working. but than again, what about writing? i mean it wouldnt be a full time job. just something to do to get away i guess? who knows. i dont even know where im goin to attend college. i havent even takin my SAT things yet. i was thinkin about FSU even though im in love with the Gators... but i always wanted to go to SRU. but thats really far away, and i dont think i am brave enough to leave my friends. but lookin at my hero Ryan Bessery.. he is. he is goin to college in canada. he is leavein really soon. im goin to miss him. but im proud of him. he is goin to a D1 school for soccer. he really does amaze me. other than that. i have soccer. and soon. soccer is goin to be all the time. everyday from 6-8. i cant have a job with those hours. plus school. but i have plains. like im goin to visit ryan in the winter. and next summer me and megan are goin to hawaii for a week or so with my uncle. i need money. im starting to think about what i really need and want in life. i donno. but i am determined to make it through everything i come upon.