I accept, I won't cling to what I have in the past.
I don't know why I'm writing in this right now. I accidently took a tablespoon of cough syrup instead of a teaspoon, and I'm feeling kind of loopy. I'm pretty tired and I still have to do my creation myth for English. Or I could just do it tomorrow at 8 am. Okay, that's what I'll do.
I just want to let everyone know that I have seriously, the best group of friends ever. That is so cliche and so retarded, but they really are amazing. We do the stupidest and funniest things and have the most amazing times doing it. It's true, I haven't been having as much fun as I used to lately because I've been feeling restricted, but I'm going to let go again. Fuck what everyone thinks of me. I'm going to have fun with the years I have left on the earth. I'm going to do crazy things like walk topless down the street or pee on stop signs or do cartwheels across US1 or slip-n-slide down the isles of Walmart. I'm going to get my license, and I'm always going to pick up my friends when they ask me too, unless I absolutely CAN'T. I'm going to make sure they always know they can ask me for a ride home, no matter how far or how late it is.
I think I'm babbling because I really like the way the screen looks all filled up with font.
Can you believe how fast high school is going? Like, just yesterday it feels like I was just starting. I miss mostly everything about my past, but I'm also pretty excited for the future. If my past has been this great, who knows how great the future is going to be?
I miss:
- Veronika Ann Davis.
- Being cool with pretty much everyone in Vero. But then again, that's when I never spoke my mind. So it pretty much evens out.
- Nip/Tuckin' it up every day with Miranda and Jeff.
- Bright Eyes with Car Crash, Amy, and Jeff.
- My Daytona adventure with Amanda Kapow.
- Rachel from Melbourne.
- Laying on my tile floor during the hurricanes, listening to Deftones.
- Grapes.
- Getting drunk every night and obsessing over every and any boy.
- ______y B.
- Mrs. Borst.
I'm excited to:
- turn 17.
- Get my license. Maybe. Hopefully.
- Go to so many shows in the future.
- See Miranda's brother again. Hahahaha.
- Have random adventures with Miranda and my license.
- Get a job.
- Meet new people.
In other news, my weekend was great. Car Crash, Miranda, and I went to go see The Sleeping on Friday. We met up with Ashley, Lila, Diana, James, Raf, Heather, and Kristina there. They were amazing like usual. None of us had to be home that night, so we all planned to stay out and go to Scott's party. Well, Lila, Ashley, and Diana never showed up to the party, and Raf, James, Kristina, and Miranda left soon after we got there. So it was basically just me, Car Crash, and Heather left at Scott's. Some bad shit happened, and I kind of wanted to go home, but C.C. talked me out of it, and we decided to call up Doug from the Sleeping since he told us to call him after the show if we wanted to hang out. After several failed attempts to find the place, we finally met up with him at a party and we hung out all night. Those guys are such cool people, I had a pretty good time. We hung out in the van and listening to music and talked, and in the morning we went and got breakfast at 6:00. No one should ever be awake at 6 in the morning on a Saturday, let alone in McDonalds. I came home and went to sleep. I didn't do anything Saturday because I was so sleepy. Sunday I went out to dinner with my Mom and got an application for Steak and Shake. It'd be pretty sweet to work there, no lie. We also went shopping and I got sweet ass shoes I might wear tomorrow.
Jeeze, I'm so loopy. I should probably go to bed since its 11 and I've gotta get up at 6 and I'm sick. I'll leave you with random pictures from the weekend.
Aww, my Mirmir, my favorite girl ever.
Some of my other favorite girls. Diana & Leelee.
Car Crash, Lila, and Heather dancing for The Sleeping.
Cam from the Sleeping beind amazing, obviously.
My sweet ass new shoes.
PS -- I have a deviantart account. Comment me up if you've got one. http://deletingxhonesty.deviantart.com/
I just want to let everyone know that I have seriously, the best group of friends ever. That is so cliche and so retarded, but they really are amazing. We do the stupidest and funniest things and have the most amazing times doing it. It's true, I haven't been having as much fun as I used to lately because I've been feeling restricted, but I'm going to let go again. Fuck what everyone thinks of me. I'm going to have fun with the years I have left on the earth. I'm going to do crazy things like walk topless down the street or pee on stop signs or do cartwheels across US1 or slip-n-slide down the isles of Walmart. I'm going to get my license, and I'm always going to pick up my friends when they ask me too, unless I absolutely CAN'T. I'm going to make sure they always know they can ask me for a ride home, no matter how far or how late it is.
I think I'm babbling because I really like the way the screen looks all filled up with font.
Can you believe how fast high school is going? Like, just yesterday it feels like I was just starting. I miss mostly everything about my past, but I'm also pretty excited for the future. If my past has been this great, who knows how great the future is going to be?
I miss:
- Veronika Ann Davis.
- Being cool with pretty much everyone in Vero. But then again, that's when I never spoke my mind. So it pretty much evens out.
- Nip/Tuckin' it up every day with Miranda and Jeff.
- Bright Eyes with Car Crash, Amy, and Jeff.
- My Daytona adventure with Amanda Kapow.
- Rachel from Melbourne.
- Laying on my tile floor during the hurricanes, listening to Deftones.
- Grapes.
- Getting drunk every night and obsessing over every and any boy.
- ______y B.
- Mrs. Borst.
I'm excited to:
- turn 17.
- Get my license. Maybe. Hopefully.
- Go to so many shows in the future.
- See Miranda's brother again. Hahahaha.
- Have random adventures with Miranda and my license.
- Get a job.
- Meet new people.
In other news, my weekend was great. Car Crash, Miranda, and I went to go see The Sleeping on Friday. We met up with Ashley, Lila, Diana, James, Raf, Heather, and Kristina there. They were amazing like usual. None of us had to be home that night, so we all planned to stay out and go to Scott's party. Well, Lila, Ashley, and Diana never showed up to the party, and Raf, James, Kristina, and Miranda left soon after we got there. So it was basically just me, Car Crash, and Heather left at Scott's. Some bad shit happened, and I kind of wanted to go home, but C.C. talked me out of it, and we decided to call up Doug from the Sleeping since he told us to call him after the show if we wanted to hang out. After several failed attempts to find the place, we finally met up with him at a party and we hung out all night. Those guys are such cool people, I had a pretty good time. We hung out in the van and listening to music and talked, and in the morning we went and got breakfast at 6:00. No one should ever be awake at 6 in the morning on a Saturday, let alone in McDonalds. I came home and went to sleep. I didn't do anything Saturday because I was so sleepy. Sunday I went out to dinner with my Mom and got an application for Steak and Shake. It'd be pretty sweet to work there, no lie. We also went shopping and I got sweet ass shoes I might wear tomorrow.
Jeeze, I'm so loopy. I should probably go to bed since its 11 and I've gotta get up at 6 and I'm sick. I'll leave you with random pictures from the weekend.
Aww, my Mirmir, my favorite girl ever.
Some of my other favorite girls. Diana & Leelee.
Car Crash, Lila, and Heather dancing for The Sleeping.
Cam from the Sleeping beind amazing, obviously.
My sweet ass new shoes.
PS -- I have a deviantart account. Comment me up if you've got one. http://deletingxhonesty.deviantart.com/