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im SOOO depressed. and no matterwhat anyone says to try and change my opinions of what i think, i still think im fat and ugly. and im SO emotional. idont know whats wrong with me. ive gotten enough sleep. i slept like all day today, and ive had the worst headache/migraine since like 3 am and it wotn go away. i hate crying, but i cant do anything about it sometimes. and i hate myself cuz im suck a crybaby and a sensitive person. its fucking gay. its so hard for me to be happy when im not. and i several things that NO one knows about me. NO one, not even david, or my best friends, or anyone else. and it sucks to not tell anyone, but i think if i did tell anyone they would be like, oh you dont need to do that, youre fine, and blah blah blah blah. well i do. and i cant controll it. i just need someone to like i dont even know. i hate crying. seriously, and i cant express it enough. uhg. life is lame right now.