right now would be an appropriate time to say some caring words, but no one would even listen anyways.
& even if you did, no one would believe them. but i do feel really bad.
in this past week i've managed to be banned from seeing Jennifer. & for those that don't know, i was already banned from seeing Julie. i've also managed to fuck up a few things & lifes. i've also seen a few good lifes go down the drain. & it made me cry. i seriously hate myself. & my life pretty much sucks. broken. i'm thinkin' tommy is the only real thing keeping me here.
some 18v bullshit.
hahaha
i seriously love how my camera makes me look like casper at times, LAME.
...is it sunday yet?
AND FORGET EVERYONE WHO'S JADED,
CAUSE THEY DON'T MATTER & I DON'T CARE.