so im back on

Dec 27, 2005 20:53

i guess since i left this thing at the end of highschool id bring it back since i still feel like im in highschool. im not gonna go into all the crap thats going on, im tired of explaining it to people. all im gonna say is mommy and daddy dont pay for my school so i gotta work and im tired of apologizing for that. i dont care anymore if these people can just bullshit through college and not have to pay a dime, great for them. but thats not me. i work my ass off to pay for school and then hear what a horrible person i am because of it. my girlfriend who happens to be one of the nicest girl in the world and ask anyone who knows her and they will tell you the same, means alot to me and did not take me from anyone, its life people we all go away to college deal with it. everyone keeps saying stop acting like im in highschool well guess what i already started, i went out and got a job, i work my ass, i do my work in school, and yea with the 6 free hours that i had to myself a day guess what i did? i went to sleep. im sorry. oo and if i got the chance to hangout i got to hear what a horrible person i was and my girlfriend gets made fun of. give me a break, so im done explaining myself and im done apologizing, i didnt do anything wrong, im sorry i have responsibilities. and if anyone wants to know why im not gonna try to fix this anymore, its cause IM NOT IN HIGH SCHOOL ANYMORE. ive got to many things to worry about to spend time trying to figure out why my friends are so spoiled that they cant understand why i gotta work, and why they need to say things about my girlfriend that a 10 year old would think was immature. i know everyone was told that i ditched them and never hungout with them, but the saddest part of this whole thing is that i spent more time with one of them then any of my others friends. every weekend i hungout with her. but whatever i dont care its over and done with, now im gonna get back to my after-highschool life.

p.s. i know everyone that made fun of erin, and the sad part is they are the people that bitch and cry about themselves and how they look the most. so i find it pretty funny that they would pick on someone elses looks. and you know who you guys are.

as for my other friends who have either supported me through the past 4 months or the ones who simple left me alone and didnt give me a hard time, i am sorry if i didnt spend enough time with you and hopefully ill see you over break. and im sorry for all of this.
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