Jul 31, 2004 07:01
mixed emotions. can't type loud. must type slow. been up since yesterday. whyyy. i need sleep. i'm going back home tomorrow. UNLESS i can get a hold of my mom this morning before she goes to get my bus ticket. the phone is off the hook. everyone is saying to stay just one more week. i don't know if i want to or not, but i keep trying to call her.. so i guess i kinda want to stay. simply because i know i'm going back to nothing. but what am i here? confused, uncomfortable, irritable. i'm irritated easily. or so it seems. maybe just a few certain people really get to me. the kind of people who are just too much. headache. AH! hehe wow, this is nonsense. i want to go somewhere.