Nights that you dont even remember falling asleep

Oct 14, 2007 00:15

I dont like nights that i feel like i cant be in my room by myself
because i dont trust myself. because im fucking stupid.

I dont like nights i want to call someone so late in the night because iv been crying for so long.

I dont like nights like tonight. Or last night.

I dont like walking in the door and having the first thing said to me being "Whats wrong?"
why do pple ask you whats wrong?
It just makes your situation worse.
It just makes you think about it more,
It just makes you break.
It just pisses you off/ makes you upset more.

I dont like nights, you sit in one place, listening to the same song, thinking about the same things for hours at a time.

"its cold outside so you might want to grab a jacket and you might want to grab my hand too. you know, i've done some thinking and i think you're quite alright; so if you're not too busy, could i be in your life?

at least just for tonight let me be the one to hold you and fall asleep at your side, and when we wake up in the morning i'll whisper in your ear anything and everything you've been dying to hear.

so stay a little longer pretty, there's nothing for you in this city, you're as welcome here as much as me. tell me what you think when you look into my eyes, i'm dying just to hear your voice.

maybe things are easier said than done, and shopping malls and alcohol will give you what you want. through the days you'll find a place to call your home, settle down and hope for the best.

soon enough our teenage years will pass before our eyes, and we'll never talk unless it's brief. that is unless we take this chance, jump the gun and try romance and pretend to be more than just a phase.

so let me hold you tonight."

I dont like nights i get so personal with my computer and the internet.

I dont like days that are good, and then when your alone you relize your night is falling apart.

And i feel sick.
and its cold everywhere. Inside and out.
Im moving to Hawaii.
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