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life definitely doesn't get easier.
since a while ago, my job and i split our own way, and now i'm again a recent graduate lookin for a job. been realizing a lot, and learning even more as of late.
i'm not really sure where i belong in this world. or what i'm supposed to be doing. and where i should be doing it.
on the flipside, i got a teaching gig at ocad, 6 hours on fridays. last friday was my first day, and it was... you know, i liked it. mostly i liked when they said they learned more in those two hours than in the past 5 classes. that felt really good. i also liked how having a head on no bullshit attitude really seemed to work well. i mean, at the end of the day... we should all be there with the same goal. some kid was sleeping, and i said i think he should go home, cuz he makes me want to sleep, and it's just not good. he should come back when he's well rested, because i mean really... he looked like he needed it.
i miss feeling like i was on top of the world. and i miss feeling secure.
since a while ago, my job and i split our own way, and now i'm again a recent graduate lookin for a job. been realizing a lot, and learning even more as of late.
i'm not really sure where i belong in this world. or what i'm supposed to be doing. and where i should be doing it.
on the flipside, i got a teaching gig at ocad, 6 hours on fridays. last friday was my first day, and it was... you know, i liked it. mostly i liked when they said they learned more in those two hours than in the past 5 classes. that felt really good. i also liked how having a head on no bullshit attitude really seemed to work well. i mean, at the end of the day... we should all be there with the same goal. some kid was sleeping, and i said i think he should go home, cuz he makes me want to sleep, and it's just not good. he should come back when he's well rested, because i mean really... he looked like he needed it.
i miss feeling like i was on top of the world. and i miss feeling secure.