pfft..........

Jan 07, 2005 16:22

omg dude WTF is everything and everyone comming to? it sucks soo bad wat did i ever do to ask for this bullshit???....dude i hate it just wen life starts to get alittle better and i have some hope (hahah me have that?) it all goes back to hell i figured i should up date and go to bed because ppl are stupid and gay and need to die..........pfft god i get yelled at for everything!! im sick of it or my mom will say somethin about me and if ....grr god i hate this shit i just want to go to sllep and nvr wake up .......look at this:

drifting away you think youve found peace
but happiness is not yours int the least
youve only found shelter from the angry beast

then you wake up
feel the pain in your breath
when you wake up
your awakinging to death

why do u bother
whats the point in your quest
you know when you wake up
your awakinging to death

your pain doesnt leave, though you wish
sorrow pours over you, refusing to diminish
when you return, its stronger than before
with each passing day you hate life even more

the blame is yours
and you know it
your life is death
its your fault its split

everytime you wake up
the pain is stronger than before
each time you wake up you realize
you dont want to wake up to death anymore

perfect for how i feel and yea i duno. my mom is being hella gay shes changing the doornob on her door and wont tell me why wtf am i gonna do pick the other one and watch u fuck someone no i dont think so and if it is to keep me out im screwed......because then if i ditched and the school called yea id be fucked or if i wanted somethin only she would have the key and then if i wanted to take a showere and she wasnt home.......sooo fucken gay man imma gett one on my door too to keep her out too.....hella dumb she trying to to put a house doornob on her bedroom......wtf god how gay and shes yellin at me about clean ing my room the bathroom and doing laundry or im not doin nething this wkend oh big deal who cares ..........i want to no why she puting it one.....i have a premonition but its not yet provable and im freezing my ass off and feel like imma barf and then pass out in it..........yea i duno really i guess the only thing i did interesting in a while was go to the mall ( tracy........ewww i hate it but had no choice) and got 2 pair of chucks 3 shirts and like 3 bottles of body spray yea it was cool ohtetr than the fact that my mom and her frined followed me and my friend around for a hr without us knowing......yea...........evr seen supersize me? yea great movie and im not eating fast food or chicken strips ever agin .....ewwww god imm going into my dark place and going to bed and i swear to god if she or neone tries to wake me up its gonna be hell
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