lost

[fuckeverbody]

im lost, fucked up and dont know what to do.
i cant find the right person, even though ive tried.

one fuckup and im in jail.
i need help. help please?
can anyone help me?

i think of how it was with beth, and compare it with now.
it makes me wanna slit my wrixst.

i have a girlfriend, but what is a girl friend when u think of an entire life with someone else and know it would have worked?
if i kill myself, i hope no one holds it against me.