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Alright so we go to mochas i get coffee smoke a good amount of cigs and take some hits off a hooka (spelling?) then we got to st.pats and i insist on going on a tire swing.And of course no its 3 hours later and im still paying for it.I have a tummy ach like no other.Damn.Ive tried everything in the entire world to try to make it go away and nothing works.SHIT!
I love the smell of outside right now thats coming through my front windows.It reminds me of the nights that we would walk around and talk and sit down by the beach.Or even better we would adventure out onto my roof and stare at the stars.I've always said ive hated summer but that smell just brings back everything to me and makes me glad that it is.
X-I feel so clean.
X-I feel needy.
X-i feel lonely
X-I feel Stupid
X-I feel ugly
X-I feel Fat
X-I feel ignored and pushed to the side like everyone always thinks everythings ok with me.Like sence im the jokeing one entertaining one that i can never be seriouse.
X-I feel like i have to pee
X-I Feel like im searching for something i will never find
God damn all my entrys are just me bitching but i guess this is what these things are used for right?
