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I dont know. Maybe the fact that my best friend told me that our lifes are going in seprate directions.Or the fact that she tells me that she doesnt like to hang around me because i smoke pot because she cant be around that anymore.making me sound like im such a big pot head when i barely smoke anymore.Or the fact that i basicly lost my best friend.As hard as it is for me to say it and as much as we all deny it.thats basicly how it is.We dont talk anymore,we dont hang out anymore.all we do is exchange little smiles back and forth and thats as good as it gets.Who the fuck am i suposto to talk to or even know that they will be there when something goes wrong.i guess friends come into your life and leave but i could have never guessed that this friendship would be like this.we said we were made for each other and we were one friendship in a million.
god alchohol would make me feel much better right now
We've all been born We've all been born To live our lives in security How do we know if we'll die or if we wouldnt go up- From day to day We live our lives the same way No money to hold in our hands and no time to spend it. So I chose the easy way out To do my body some harm Cut my throat and slashed my wrist I even tried electricity i Cut my throat i Slashed my wrist i It was the easy way out. We've all been born To live our lives in security How do we know if we'll die or if we will recover- So I jumped the easy way out To do my body some harm Cut my throat and slashed my wrist I even tried electricity i Cut my throat i Slashed my wrist i It was the easy way out. OUT!