just being irritated like i always am now...
since the crash ... i have had a new love for life.. and that may get me into troubel cause i am setting my self up to get hurt.. alot.... plus i am always irritated casue i hurt... and now i have a ear infection... so fuck this.... and you know what i hate.... that htings never work out ... i know i say this a lot.. but casue its always fucking true... things will good untill the very end for me... thenthey jsut turn around bite me in the nuts and move along.. never to ask if i am hurt... if you get that then good for you.... i wish i wasnt angry all teh time ... but because im soo short tempered now i jsut get fucking pissy at everyong casue i am in no mood to deal with them... and i dont like it cause i make rash decisions.... and then say shit i mean but otherwise would not say.... kinda like being drunk... i hate being all fucking gay about shit... but you know what its me ... so i dont actualyl give a fuck if oyu dont... im done ... dont remember this at all.... please... i dont mean mosst of it... well i dunno ill look at it tomorrow and tell you..
Sean
Sean