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Hi everyone. The starving myself thing didnt work. I ate yesterday. *shamed* But I did excercise. Which is good. Im gonna do it again today. 'Cept all Im eating is an apple. =) Yummy apple.
Im not really sure what to talk about...John came to the library and we spent lunch together. He said his first impression of me was that I liked good music.
Im so completely emotionally drained. I just did not want to get up this morning. I want to lay down but not go to sleep. I just want to be somewhere and do nothing. Im even slower than usual typing this. Its been like....ten minutes already. I keep spacing out.
Breaking Benjamin
"Forget it"
It's a crime, you let it happen to me
Never mind, I'll let it happen to you
I dont mind, forget it, there's nothing to lose
But my mind and all the things I wanted
Every time, I get it I throw it away
It's a sign, I get it, I wanna stay
By the time I lose it I'm not afraid
Im alive but I can surely fake it
How can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
You're the part of me that I don't wanna see
Forget it
There's a place, I see you follow me
Just a taste, of all that might come to be
I'm alone, but holding breath you can breathe
To question every answer counted
Forget it just fade away
Please let me stay
Caught in your way
It's a crime, you let it happen to me
I dont mind, I love it, easy to please
Never mind, forget it, just memory
on a page inside a spiral notebook
Just fade away
Please let me stay
Caught in your way
I can live forever here
Just fade away
Please let me stay
Caught in your way
I can live forever here
How can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
You're a part of me that I don't wanna see
I can live forever here
Thats my depressed song.
It was soooo sweet. Mike was giving me a ride home, and he turned the radio station to 92.1, and Linkin Park was on, and I said I liked that song and I guess he didnt hear me or something, and he BURNT me the CD, because he thought he was a jerk.
It makes me smile. =)
Im not really sure what to talk about...John came to the library and we spent lunch together. He said his first impression of me was that I liked good music.
Im so completely emotionally drained. I just did not want to get up this morning. I want to lay down but not go to sleep. I just want to be somewhere and do nothing. Im even slower than usual typing this. Its been like....ten minutes already. I keep spacing out.
Breaking Benjamin
"Forget it"
It's a crime, you let it happen to me
Never mind, I'll let it happen to you
I dont mind, forget it, there's nothing to lose
But my mind and all the things I wanted
Every time, I get it I throw it away
It's a sign, I get it, I wanna stay
By the time I lose it I'm not afraid
Im alive but I can surely fake it
How can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
You're the part of me that I don't wanna see
Forget it
There's a place, I see you follow me
Just a taste, of all that might come to be
I'm alone, but holding breath you can breathe
To question every answer counted
Forget it just fade away
Please let me stay
Caught in your way
It's a crime, you let it happen to me
I dont mind, I love it, easy to please
Never mind, forget it, just memory
on a page inside a spiral notebook
Just fade away
Please let me stay
Caught in your way
I can live forever here
Just fade away
Please let me stay
Caught in your way
I can live forever here
How can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
You're a part of me that I don't wanna see
I can live forever here
Thats my depressed song.
It was soooo sweet. Mike was giving me a ride home, and he turned the radio station to 92.1, and Linkin Park was on, and I said I liked that song and I guess he didnt hear me or something, and he BURNT me the CD, because he thought he was a jerk.
It makes me smile. =)