Jun 24, 2005 22:07
well ok so things are somewhat normal for me and thats really hard for me to deal with cuz i have never had a normal life....i talked to joey today and that was really cool cuz i liked being friends with him...i miss hanging out with everyone back home but im glad im with terra and megan cuz they have got to be the coolest people in the world...they are so much fun and i love both of them lots....im really starting to miss home cuz there are people who i thought didnt care about me and wouldnt really care if i was gone but the truth is they do miss me and they tell me it every time i call...i miss them all lots but i need a break...i cant wait till i go back home for a week and get to see everyone and party with my friends...im going to do my best to not fall back on the same path when im back but its going to be hard and anyone who says it wont is lying....i have like a whole list of people i want to see: kylie, heather, joey, adam, kyle, sesker, donny, mikey, mom, sabrina, aaron, etc., and if i forgot to put ur name on here do not take offense to it cuz if i put everyones name on here it would be like a whole page...lol...hell i dont know every now and again i wish i could see reed or nick...but that wont happen and i have to let go once and for all...i just keep wishing on false hopes...well i got shit to do so i will update later...peace out bitches!
britt michele