fuck it
ok so life hasnt gotten any better...but i want to apologize for being a bitch to people in my last entry...so me n nick are still broke up and it sucks but yeah theres nothing i can do about it i really want nick back but i dont know if it will happen...i hope it does...i love him so much and i dont think i have ever loved somebody this much in my life...but yeah i just wanted to say that and get nick off of my fucking mind...now i feel better