i just dont understand
ok so the last few days have been really hard...first a friend that i have known for a really long time committed suicide and then nick decided to say we are on a break...god i wish i understood guys!
nick thought it would be a great idea to be on a break so i took that into my own hands and decide that i would have fun...i went to go play pool with some friends and met a really cute guy...well all i did was make out with him but i felt guilty the whole time cuz i kept thinking about nick...i really do love him but most of the time he doesnt have time to talk to me or be with me cuz hes so obsessed with his job...but when im with him theres no problem...
well i am done im leaving so peace...
i love nick
nick thought it would be a great idea to be on a break so i took that into my own hands and decide that i would have fun...i went to go play pool with some friends and met a really cute guy...well all i did was make out with him but i felt guilty the whole time cuz i kept thinking about nick...i really do love him but most of the time he doesnt have time to talk to me or be with me cuz hes so obsessed with his job...but when im with him theres no problem...
well i am done im leaving so peace...
i love nick