My brain hurts like my heart attack
Myspace is broken so i decided tobe on this thing. Hmm..ok relationships it is. I have a crush on a girl. I got to talk flirt, stare, and smell her beautiful scent. She's so wonderful. So wonderful. I've decided to not try anymore with her. She's to beautiful and worthy of god...and i'm not. I tryas hard as i can to impress her. Never done that before. Then to top off my great night. I see her talking to this guy who's as fucked as I am in life. All the time. THEY ARE ALWAYS TOGETHER. I FUCKNG WANTED TO RIP MY HAIR OUT AND SCREAM MY FALSETTO VOICE INTO HIS FACE SO IT WOULD EXPLODE EVERYWHERE. But i didn't. He did what i didn't want to...maybe even couldn't. Actually i could i'm just a huge pussy who's scared of relationships. So fuck me and my jealous rage.
I really do love her.
I've never felt for a girl, EVER.
Except for Lacey.
The rest were for my penis.
Maybe it's a school boy crush.
Carrying her books
and doing lots of drugs.
that song is so true.
Yet, in the wrong time order.
I love you for ever and always my baby you'll be.
I really do love her.
I've never felt for a girl, EVER.
Except for Lacey.
The rest were for my penis.
Maybe it's a school boy crush.
Carrying her books
and doing lots of drugs.
that song is so true.
Yet, in the wrong time order.
I love you for ever and always my baby you'll be.