how i feel:
with you in my garden
its more peaceful inside
i don't need anything else
to make me feel alive
you electrify me
and i want to be in your arms
for always
for always
our love is swollen
made of the quietest shade of loud
holds me like an anchor
floats just like a cloud
...such a good song. :)
new news: we decided to officially be boyfriend & girlfriend! i am in an official long distance relationship!? i dont know. i dont think things will be any different really, just have a title and no longer able to makeout with guys i dont even really like anyway. i have a lot of thoughts on our new 'relationship' but overall im positive about it and i think it's going to be a good thing. ill write more about it later.
the past few days have been so nice. and again, my time with him felt like a dream. so so corny but very very true! i cant explain how complete i feel with him. and sometimes when im not with him i allow myself i feel empty inside, but i remember lying next to him or holding his hand and i feel myself coming back together and i look forward to the time when i can be with that again. it helps me realize that im not stuck feeling gloomy and sad and yes, i can be happy. it's nice to realize that.
its more peaceful inside
i don't need anything else
to make me feel alive
you electrify me
and i want to be in your arms
for always
for always
our love is swollen
made of the quietest shade of loud
holds me like an anchor
floats just like a cloud
...such a good song. :)
new news: we decided to officially be boyfriend & girlfriend! i am in an official long distance relationship!? i dont know. i dont think things will be any different really, just have a title and no longer able to makeout with guys i dont even really like anyway. i have a lot of thoughts on our new 'relationship' but overall im positive about it and i think it's going to be a good thing. ill write more about it later.
the past few days have been so nice. and again, my time with him felt like a dream. so so corny but very very true! i cant explain how complete i feel with him. and sometimes when im not with him i allow myself i feel empty inside, but i remember lying next to him or holding his hand and i feel myself coming back together and i look forward to the time when i can be with that again. it helps me realize that im not stuck feeling gloomy and sad and yes, i can be happy. it's nice to realize that.