trying to breath,
BUSY!
i want my real home.
my heart is aching that i have to be back at this place.
my heart just aches and hurts and misses the people that i love.
i feel really lost.
and i cant even compose my thoughts to even type a normal entry. it's just this weirdness.
luckily, my sunshine is coming on wednesday. it's going to be weird to have him here because i have always wanted him here. imagined him next to me in my bed, when now, he will be for awhile. it will be interesting to kinda go to school with him, i mean he wont be going, but he will be here and that's all that counts.
i want my real home.
my heart is aching that i have to be back at this place.
my heart just aches and hurts and misses the people that i love.
i feel really lost.
and i cant even compose my thoughts to even type a normal entry. it's just this weirdness.
luckily, my sunshine is coming on wednesday. it's going to be weird to have him here because i have always wanted him here. imagined him next to me in my bed, when now, he will be for awhile. it will be interesting to kinda go to school with him, i mean he wont be going, but he will be here and that's all that counts.