i've been writing to much lately.
i cant get over this feeling i have.
i feel like i have way to many questions and things going on that are un resolved. and the only way a solution will come for all of them is through time. is if, i wait until they sort themselves out. it makes me anxious. i like things solved immediately i cant stand this waiting.
i want the answers to these questions. it leaves me unsettled. i want something constant in my life. something that is always stable to be around. to somehow make me feel grounded. my sister is gone. my house is to hot and stuffy it's just adding to this.
situation 1: why havent we talked? where are you? have you forgotten about me?
situation 2: what will he think? is he going to ask me? does he even like me? will it ever happen again?
situation 3: am i ever going to finish this assignment? is graduation coming any sooner?
all these questions occupy my brain all the time. i just want the freakin answers. i want to feel relaxed and settled.
i feel like i have way to many questions and things going on that are un resolved. and the only way a solution will come for all of them is through time. is if, i wait until they sort themselves out. it makes me anxious. i like things solved immediately i cant stand this waiting.
i want the answers to these questions. it leaves me unsettled. i want something constant in my life. something that is always stable to be around. to somehow make me feel grounded. my sister is gone. my house is to hot and stuffy it's just adding to this.
situation 1: why havent we talked? where are you? have you forgotten about me?
situation 2: what will he think? is he going to ask me? does he even like me? will it ever happen again?
situation 3: am i ever going to finish this assignment? is graduation coming any sooner?
all these questions occupy my brain all the time. i just want the freakin answers. i want to feel relaxed and settled.