Jul 17, 2009 15:29
Yeah! I've lost about 7 pounds so far. I dont see it yet, but the scale does, and my clothes are fitting better and in some cases getting too loose! That's a little exciting.
I'm not going to be sexy by the tool show :( I'm very anxious as to the reaction Bradley is going to have toward me. Mostly I'm scared that he will reject me AND eliminate any chance of carrying out our plan in the future when I do reach my goal. I know I'm not hot yet... I just hope he can be patient.
He's my reward for reaching my goal. I'd hate to lose that. He's major motivation for me; not because I necessarily LIKE him, but because of the idea he represents. I want what we have planned soooo bad. It's going to be intense. If there's some omnipotent power out there listening; PLEASE grace Bradley with a shred of understanding! And TACT!!
Made good head way on getting things ready for next semester. Scheduled classes, checked out some apartments, drove around town, explored some local resources. Good stuff. I'm so excited. I might have enough with my loans to not have to work first semester. That would be awesome; if I reach my goal sooner, I won't have to worry about taking time off; I'll have more time to dedicate to my art; I'll have more time to get settled in my new life; I'll have more opportunity to start a social life. Won't have much spare $$ though. That's ok.
Made a purse! It's actually pretty awesome :) I'm proud of myself.
Done working the weekend before TOOL! That means just this weekend and then next and I'm DONE!!!!!!
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