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[fuckandfight]

I need

-a new job
-a better work ethic
-a car
-my fucking license [again]
-a place to live where i'd actually somewhat like to be
-school
-to have stronger arms [too much drunken armwrestling can really disillusion you]
-to not get sick again
-to allow myself to feel something for someone regardless of past experiences with relationships
-to not be so goddamned misanthropic
-to stop spending time with people who don't i can't laugh or learn anything from about anything ever [you are boring, why do i bother]
-to stop being overwhelmed by the future because it makes me hesitant and lethargic
-Mumia to be free so he can teach me things about life
-to begin writing, playing, painting, etc

and finally,
to think of a humorous twist to end this with.