so.

[fuckandfight]

i admit it. i'm fucking scared.

i dont tell anyone but i still worry a lot that when they figure out all this its gonna be something really bad

something fatal. like they said they saw something in the pituitary gland on an mri and thats the "master gland" and i my fucking brain is bleeding so i dont k now

its just something that doesnt seem far-fetched

i don't want to die.
i mean everyone says its nonsense but i don't feel that way. it freaks people out when i bring it up.
i dont know. im just so tired.