cant get u out of my head
y do i still think about u y do i still break down when i think about wut we had and wut we let go of...even when im making out with girls and shit when i close my eyes to kiss these girls im still thinking about u im still wondering y y does it have to end like this...nomatter how many girls i make out with it just doenst seem right...maybe cuz i was with u for 17 months im attatched to u im so use to kissing u and only holding u and telling u how much i love u...y is it even when i know that u treated me like shit and i knwo that ther r girls that will love me and will treat me how i should be treated maybe cuz u were the only girl that has ever took my heart and was the only girl i actually love...but i just have to move on and get back on my feet put back all those pieces of my heart that u broke and look look look for that one girl that will make me happy and will love me for who i am... but as of now i have to keep acting like if im ok i have to keep making people think that im over u and that im happy without u eventhough deep down insided im dying without u in my arms and without ur kiss maybe becuase u were my other half and now that i dont ahve u im not hole nomore... but now that i know how u really r u know wut FUCK YOU FUCK WHAT WE HAD FUCK EVER LOVING YOU IT WAS JUST A MISTAKE JUST AND EXPERIENCE I REGRET LOOSING MY VIRGINITY TO YOU I WAS STUPID ENOUGH TO THINK THAT YOU WERE THE ONE FOR ME all it is now is a memory nothing more im going to get over u and im going to do shit to get to that point cuz as of now YOU ARE DEAD TO ME...