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[fuckallhaterz]

hey people i just wanted to come on her and tell u guys wuts going on right now... well bianca we r now officially broken up...yup i made my final choice to let her go and try to live life without her by my side...i made this choice cuz of the way things were right now yea we have gone threw so much as a couple but for some reason this lil thing was huge...i dont think she is ready for the relationship that i wanted i dont hink she even was ready for a relationship like mine...its just amazing how someone that u lofe with all that u have is just gone just like that with a blink of an eye...i was laying down on my bed looking at the picture that my baby once drew me and all of the sudden i just break down...i break down for two reason...one was because eventhough i love her with all that i have i also had to let her go it was her time to leave...another thing was because of me remember that very moment we first had in my bed a memory that i will never let go and that memory was when i lost my viriginity to this girl...knowing that i have never done this before knowing that this will the moment to remember and knowing that i was doing this with the women of my dreams and with the girl that i love the most and ever did was very special to me...but now all that is is memories in my head all those time was had laughing acting dumb together and even all those time we were at out worst we were always right by eachother helping and conforting eachother as much as possible... but in the end all this was just a dream...but now i have woken up and now im facing reality...wuts next?wut i ever love again?or find someone as precious and as loving as she was towards me?thats only something that the future could answer and as of now...baby i love u with all my hear and just remember me and dont forget about me and wut we once had and just remember that i will always love u nomatter wut and wut u did was show me a new way of life a life that i have never experienced just remember that u always had my heart,body,mind, and soul and that is something that no other girl has ever came close to having



10/28/03-4/10/05
i love u sweetheart