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well people we r finally done i broke up with her yup i mean it seemed so right in the biggining in the middle but during then end it started fading away the love she had was fadin lil by lil she started treating me like if i was a nobody but i mean wut can i say even something like this has to come to and end u know yea we had our ups and downs wut couple doesnt but the problems and the drama only makes a couple stronger if u think about it or atleast a true couple and taht is wut true love is me and michelle yea i thought we were ment to be i thought she was the one to have my kids one day and the person i would say i do to but there is just one moment that u jut have to put down ur foot and say its enough allready enough pain enough drama enough of everything... but love tought me many things it thought me wut a relationship really is about and how much love could come back and bite u straight in the ass...love is about two people uniting into one u know it takes two love isnt about just one person giving and giving and sacraficing everything they ever had as well as their heart its about both making sacrafices and risks... a true couple well start showing more and more love towards eachother after the year comes after the first test in a relationship is tested that is when u will find out if shes the one or not but if that other person just gives up on u and not willing to change then obviously its not ment to be...but i couldonly do so much to this person and show so much cuz love is not about telling them just hwo much its about telling them wut it really is about and wut u really feel by showing them ur there and that u r there to love them with all u have and show them that ur there to confort them in every way there is... so ill just finish this off by telling my baby a couple words... baby ever sence the first day i met u babe i feel in love with u not only by ur beuty but wuts inside ever sence that first kiss u blew me off my feet and u made me feel like no other girl has ever have before in my life to think about i never got the love that u showed me from my family... u showed me a new way of life and wut love really is so i tried it i sacraficed my life my soul and my heart ever sence the first time we had sex that was the first time i ever experienced with another girl... i know that all im saying right now is pointless cuz right now it doesnt really amtter to u or wut i have to say but i do love u i really do and it just hurst me that when i did break up with u... u never wondered y u never let me talk u just rubbed it in my face to the point were i just wanted to kill myself but thats just how love is and love hurts and in the end it fucked up but u never showed me the love that i needed the attention i needed and the respect that i needed look i love u ok and i always will till the end of time even when i grow up to be older i will still think about the one love i have towards u my first and my first true love well i was hoping to say good by till the day that truely was ur day to end the day u died till the day i had that ring on my finger but i have to say it a lil early :( i love u baby i have i always will just remember who i was and how much i loved u and how much u really ment to ok i love u baby...ill se u till prom...