its was easier to forget it didnt hurt when you didnt call; but i dont want you to stop.
all i can ever remember wanting to do is touch you and comfort you and make you happy; somehow that was wrong. maybe your right and im dumb for even bothering to care about you. theres been so many little comments and actions that stung so deeply im not sure why i do bother caring. someone had to mean the whispers and promises made softly close in eachothers arms.
how am i suppose to just forget all that?
even though i knew, no matter what, that once we broke up. that'd be it. eventually, you'd call less and less and then, you'll just dissappear. and that'll be it. and i don't know how to stop, or even if i can? i'd agree it might be hard for you to want to be around me, i know it hurts me, i dont know if it hurts you; though i wouldn't think it would. it seems like me being upset and still caring aggravates you. why would you want to deal with my pain?
and i know that its unfair of me to assume that you wouldnt hurt too. maybe you do ache inside with missing me. but i know you dont. anything you miss, you forced yourself to miss. its not like you never had time for me before.
excuse me for caring &meaning what i said. apparently, it isnt as easy for me to forget you as it is for you to leave me out of your life. because we both know that you could find time for me if you wanted to.
you dont want to care about me
or have me care about you
and how is anyone suppose to feel about that?
im sorry.
im just sorry for everything.
im sorry for caring.
im sorry im so easy to forget.
when does it stop hurting?
as much as i don't want to forget you, its not so easy.
and still know, ill always be here for you.
how am i suppose to just forget all that?
even though i knew, no matter what, that once we broke up. that'd be it. eventually, you'd call less and less and then, you'll just dissappear. and that'll be it. and i don't know how to stop, or even if i can? i'd agree it might be hard for you to want to be around me, i know it hurts me, i dont know if it hurts you; though i wouldn't think it would. it seems like me being upset and still caring aggravates you. why would you want to deal with my pain?
and i know that its unfair of me to assume that you wouldnt hurt too. maybe you do ache inside with missing me. but i know you dont. anything you miss, you forced yourself to miss. its not like you never had time for me before.
excuse me for caring &meaning what i said. apparently, it isnt as easy for me to forget you as it is for you to leave me out of your life. because we both know that you could find time for me if you wanted to.
you dont want to care about me
or have me care about you
and how is anyone suppose to feel about that?
im sorry.
im just sorry for everything.
im sorry for caring.
im sorry im so easy to forget.
when does it stop hurting?
as much as i don't want to forget you, its not so easy.
and still know, ill always be here for you.