Mar 14, 2005 11:15
ive been wanting to write in here for awhile now, just everytime i get down to it i never really know what to put. everything just feels so empty right now. sean came down yesterday, we spent some time with grammy k and morya, who cant wait to meet simon. grammy is most likely getting out in a day or two &going to jamestown when she does. neither paka, nor i can handle baby sitting her.
mom wants me to come see her. its been practically two years since ive seen her. i should, i could just take a bus up there. not like anyone here will miss me.
everyone i know is dealing with so much shit right now, its unbelievable. life is fucking unbelievable. all you can do is just breathe, kill time and exist. theres nothing left but that.
xx