Apr 05, 2008 02:14
ho-la sheeeeet
so tomorrow is calarts accepted students day. i'm nervous! can you believe it? i can't remember the last time i got nervous for something that actually mattered. this isn't even a big deal, i'm just making it one. but i'm in a group on facebook for 2012 class and most everyone seems nice and open and mad chill..not that you can tell anything really from those things, but still. 2 alumni from bsa who are current students contacted me to check shit out. i'm really happy
i love l.a..
today was my first full day, and it was just glorious. everyone is so much nicer and i don't know i just love it. you recognize people everywhere..so funny. i just feel like i fit in here. i mean i feel comfortable in baltimore more than anywhere and that's why i like it there, but i feel like i fit here. in baltimore i'll wear something crazy and people will look at me weird but i don't care because i'm comfortable, but here, it's just like, i'm where i belong. this trancends my wardrobe btw, i'm not that superficial. just in general. the attitude, the vibe, the food..god. i'm where i belong. and it's just lovely.
it's crazy that all of my life i've been dreaming of going to california to realize my dreams, and i'm just so close to being close. this is wonderful. i hope tomorrow is wonderful. it will be
i got some FLY motherfucking clothes today. my mama is wearing off on me as you can see...she's so funny. she came up with all of these discreet gestures and stuff for us to communicate.
now that i'm not smoking really, i'm keeping a consistent low weight! even though i eat what i want and don't go to the gym religously.
got my leggies waxed today for the first time, amazing!
LOVE LOVE LOVE