Oct 20, 2004 21:27
These past few days have been kinda crappy. An artical in the Boston Globe today made the close of Marche official.
Reason : Bankruptcy.
Nice huh?
Im def not happy about it.
I really liked that job. And for once, I was truely working and trying so hard to better myself as a person.. and no matter what, shit like this has to happen.
Its just do un-fucking-needed.
Steve found me a temp. job starting Nov. 1st. Promoting for a new staples thats opening.
Mon-Fri, 8:30-5, 10$ an hr.. for 3 weeks.
Which isnt bad at all
and gives me time to start looking for another job.
This is all just so fucking crappy.
Nikki came down last night and bought me a card to make me feel better.
It was really sweet.
I ended up breaking down in front of her this morning before she left.
I usually dont cry in front of people, but it just kinda all came out when she was hugging me.
I dunno.
I guess I need people more than I think I do.
I guess I hold way too much shit in.
I just want to let me be happy for once.
I just want to be stable.
I talked to Tomas and he says as far as he knows I can still move in there.
Which is cool.
But I have to call him tomorrow and make sure.
If he changes his mind for any reason.. Im fucked.
Dont get me wrong, I like getting fucked and all.. but Im reaaaaaaaallllly getting sick of this.
yup.