So lets see..

Oct 20, 2004 21:27

These past few days have been kinda crappy. An artical in the Boston Globe today made the close of Marche official.

Reason : Bankruptcy.

Nice huh?
Im def not happy about it.
I really liked that job. And for once, I was truely working and trying so hard to better myself as a person.. and no matter what, shit like this has to happen.

Its just do un-fucking-needed.

Steve found me a temp. job starting Nov. 1st. Promoting for a new staples thats opening.
Mon-Fri, 8:30-5, 10$ an hr.. for 3 weeks.
Which isnt bad at all
and gives me time to start looking for another job.

This is all just so fucking crappy.

Nikki came down last night and bought me a card to make me feel better.
It was really sweet.
I ended up breaking down in front of her this morning before she left.
I usually dont cry in front of people, but it just kinda all came out when she was hugging me.
I dunno.

I guess I need people more than I think I do.
I guess I hold way too much shit in.

I just want to let me be happy for once.
I just want to be stable.

I talked to Tomas and he says as far as he knows I can still move in there.
Which is cool.
But I have to call him tomorrow and make sure.

If he changes his mind for any reason.. Im fucked.

Dont get me wrong, I like getting fucked and all.. but Im reaaaaaaaallllly getting sick of this.
yup.
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