Jan 13, 2005 08:01
something is seriously fucking wrong with me. every second i want to fucking cry i can't explain it. i fucking hate myself, why can't i fucking control my feelings for people? it sucks seeing the person you love fucking everyday, and seeing them love someone fucking else. it's too the point where i don't think i can hang out with amanda. or brandon. i duno.
i either need to breakdown in someones arms or kill myself. huh.
oh and this, Ask me 4 questions.
Any 4 no matter how personal, private or random.
I have to answer them honestly. i have to answer them all.
In turn you post this message in your own journal and
you have to answer the questions that are asked to you.