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i feel so down today. nothing matters to me anymore. everyone thinks i am an asshole (which is fine since i think i am a good person), i'm not good enough for anyone i want to be with (which is suck since i am not happy with myself), my cars broke, my parents always fight, i have to go to court in less than a month, my job fucking blows. my new years wish was to be with one person and a couple of days ago i had to sit in the backseat with them and watch them as they flirted and held hands and shit with this one chick. god it's so heartbreaking. toby is gone for 11 days and it makes me so sad. him and brandon are the only people who care about me. and thats fine.
okay, i am done being a whiney ass bitch. peace.
okay, i am done being a whiney ass bitch. peace.