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I am so confused!!! I don't know what to do in life! Now I'm thinking...omg...should I change my entire program and go into what I originally - like ORIGINALLY - wanted to go into? Which would be astronomy and astrophysics...or should I just stick with accounting?! I mean I like both, but I guess astronomy has always been my passion and its just something I've always wanted to pursue...
...except my parents always told me I wouldn't make any money in that field.
Which is half true. I mean I'd have to get my degree in physics first, go into grad school if I wanna be an astronomer - which is what I want - and then blablabla.
Then I'm all....wait, I don't WANNA be stuck in a room for 5 billion hours looking at stars! I mean I'd love to look at the cosmos and stuff, but I wanna have a normal life, 9 to 5, come home, be with the fam, go out with my hot hubby (if I manage to find a hot hubby...). But I know I can have that kind of life if I'm an accountant.
CONFUSING!!!!
I'm even confused about what to do with my hair! Should I cut it?! Should I grow it out?! Should I layer it out?! Should I even dye it?! I don't know!!!
Then I wanna change up my entire room. Should I get a loft kind thingy with the table at the bottom and bed on top? How diff would it be! And my mom wouldn't like that! B/c she has a fear of bunk beds. And I'm pretty stupid...what if i fall off?!
Anyways....