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I feel unhappy. I couldn't think of any other word, and 'sad' just sounds too cliche.
My brother is five and a half years younger than me, but compared to him, I still feel second-best. I'm not jealous. It just bugs me that he gets so much more attention from my parents than I do. I've always felt that way, and every time I try to explain to my parents, they laugh at me. They literally laugh at me. I didn't say anything now - I don't think I've said anything for like, two years. I don't want to be laughed at.
Even when it comes to feelings and things like that, my parents understand him a lot better than they understand me. And he doesn't even have any issues. I can never sit down with my parents, and have a real conversation. My brother can.
It's not fair.
Sometimes I wish I never had a brother; maybe then I would get all the attention and support.
My brother is five and a half years younger than me, but compared to him, I still feel second-best. I'm not jealous. It just bugs me that he gets so much more attention from my parents than I do. I've always felt that way, and every time I try to explain to my parents, they laugh at me. They literally laugh at me. I didn't say anything now - I don't think I've said anything for like, two years. I don't want to be laughed at.
Even when it comes to feelings and things like that, my parents understand him a lot better than they understand me. And he doesn't even have any issues. I can never sit down with my parents, and have a real conversation. My brother can.
It's not fair.
Sometimes I wish I never had a brother; maybe then I would get all the attention and support.