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alas, i found out the truth,it hurts....it hurts so bad...but yet tears cant come out, out of anger, dissappointment, out of shock.
yes your thinking right.
aaron has been in a relationship with someone else for 4 YEARS!!
he admited to me, he said it was true, but says he's sorry and he loves me etc...
of course i think its bullshit, or maybe he does love me, but was undesicive.
i got all my shit from his house, there is not one trace of me in his room, im gone forever.
Im gonna go somewhere, where he cant find me, or get a hold of me, somewhere where he cant bother me or look for me or beg for me to come back.
I was stupid once, or twice, but this is the last straw.
He fucked up, to bad, im moving on. he can go to hell or just fucki himself.
As for me,
ill find someone to give me my place, someone whoc an actually take care of me and my little one.
I finally FINALLY opened my eyes. How could i been so blind for this long??? but o well, that doesnt matter , what matters is that i realized it and im no longer weak, as a matter of fact, I got stronger, and im gonna stay strong, and im not gonna go back. IM NOT GONNA GO BACK!!!!
Yet i love him, i miss him, but i hate him, but i have no grudge towards him....why? i dont know....i just dont. even though i should...but nah, well...i guess looks are ALWAYS decieving, you have to be smart thats all it takes....
hurt? still i am...
yes your thinking right.
aaron has been in a relationship with someone else for 4 YEARS!!
he admited to me, he said it was true, but says he's sorry and he loves me etc...
of course i think its bullshit, or maybe he does love me, but was undesicive.
i got all my shit from his house, there is not one trace of me in his room, im gone forever.
Im gonna go somewhere, where he cant find me, or get a hold of me, somewhere where he cant bother me or look for me or beg for me to come back.
I was stupid once, or twice, but this is the last straw.
He fucked up, to bad, im moving on. he can go to hell or just fucki himself.
As for me,
ill find someone to give me my place, someone whoc an actually take care of me and my little one.
I finally FINALLY opened my eyes. How could i been so blind for this long??? but o well, that doesnt matter , what matters is that i realized it and im no longer weak, as a matter of fact, I got stronger, and im gonna stay strong, and im not gonna go back. IM NOT GONNA GO BACK!!!!
Yet i love him, i miss him, but i hate him, but i have no grudge towards him....why? i dont know....i just dont. even though i should...but nah, well...i guess looks are ALWAYS decieving, you have to be smart thats all it takes....
hurt? still i am...