"Don't tell your feelings to your friends....."
I am looking forward to this weekend so much. Hopefully nothing ruins it besides the SAT II's, but I kinda dont care about those. I prolly shouldn't have signed up for them. That was stupid of me. School is SO hard, I dont know what it is. But senior year is the hardest year yet! I hate it. Plus basketball season is coming up...I am definately not ready for it even though it's my last season. Today was kinda bland...we got our Oceanography grades and I did OK for not caring half the time. The only bad thing is my classs participation and one test grade (a 58). Then I copied some of Kristina's AP Environmental notes cause I was absent on Halloween. Then I finished my college applications. I am done...no more I am never doing another application in my life for college. I wish I would get into USC that is my dream. Then I gave my common application thing to Sister Caroline and went off to AP English and we read over essays. Mine was really bad because I put not effort into it. I got a 3 on the last one and thats fine with me because I am not really a good writer anyways. I read Maureen's and I got so jealoud because she is such a good writer. Then I had Religion and there was a speaker and she was good, she made me think about my friends who actually act like that sometimes. It's funny, but true. Then came AP Euro. I hate that class. It's not entertaining anymore I am falling asleep every two seconds. All we did was take notes and it's so boring. Then came lunch. I was looking forward to it because I actually packed it myself :) I'm a big girl now haha just kidding. It was good. We planned our little party thing on Friday and it should be fun. Then I had Pre-Calc, I hate Math, I dont understand it stinks. Even Chris Caputi who is really smart doesnt understand some of it. Then AP Enviornmantal which is boring now that Mr. Vangor isn't around anymore. He should come back now. I can't believe that he fell off a roof. How random is that...especially for Mr. Vangor. I dont know. So I did some of my work but basically zoned out half the time cause I was thinking about other things. La lala. The came AP gym....yess, something to take out my anger with. It was OK ntohing like the first time we played it...that was intense. I think Menchen's team won but whatever I dont care it was fun anyway. Then we had bball open gym which was OK. I am so scared for bball I hope I don't stink. Then I came home and did nothing. Well, I had some dinner and candy (which I need to cut back on) and took a shower and now I am hear typing this shit. I dont know why, I am bascially procrastinating. There is one thing that I need to take care of....taking Joanna's advice no matter how scared I am. It's stupid that its happening and I dont like it. It makes me sad and I dont know what else to do. I dont know if the ball is exactly in my court but I dont care if it is or isnt its silly and immature and I just want things to be all hunky-dory again.....ok maybe not that but civil at least.
Countdown to last rugby game: 2 DAYS!
Countdown to my bath: 3 DAYS!